Dina Asher-Smith is smiling again after suffering the pain of losing her grandmother as the Briton overcomes grief to win World Championship bronze in lightning-fast 200m
- Â Dina Asher-Smith had mixed emotions after bronze in the 200m in OregonÂ
- The sprinter believes her grandmother Sislyn, who died in May, would be ‘proud’Â
- Gold medallist Shericka Jackson won in the second fastest time ever recorded
The tears in her eyes were due to both happiness and sadness. On Thursday night in Oregon, Dina Asher-Smith was justifiably elated after winning bronze in the world 200metres final.
But amid the euphoria was heartache as she remembered her grandmother, Sislyn, who died in May.
âMy life is never going to be the same and Iâm never going to be the same because we were so close,â said Asher-Smith. âBut sheâd want me to come here and be in as good a mental shape as I can. I know Iâve done her proud.â
Dina Asher-Smith believes her grandmother Sislyn would be ‘proud’ of her 200m bronze
Asher-Smith certainly did. Having been edged out of the medals in the 100m final despite a British record of 10.83sec, the 26-year-old produced another polished, powerful performance to clock 22.02sec in a loaded final.
Jamaicaâs Shericka Jackson took gold in 21.45sec, the second fastest time in history, while 100m champion Shelly-Ann Fraser-Pryce won silver in 21.81sec.
âIâm so amazingly happy with this,â said Asher-Smith, who chose not to speak about her grandmother until after this final. The reason?
âI would have cried,â she said. âI couldnât have spoken about it. It has been so tough, so tough.â
Raised in Trinidad, Sislyn Asher had come to Britain in the post-war period, working as a nurse at Lewisham Hospital for most of her life. She was not an athlete but, as Asher-Smith put it: âSheâll 100 per cent say the sprinting talent is from (her).â
Asher-Smith followed her British record in the 100m final to claim third place on Thursday
Asher-Smith said Sislyn was âvery cheeky, very bubbly, just like meâ and, given their birthdays were two days apart, they always had a joint celebration. She died at the age of 92, just before the Doha Diamond League in May where Asher-Smith finished third over 200m in 22.37sec.
Her loss cut deep. Physically, Asher-Smith had been in great shape over the past two months. Mentally, she was all over the place. âI wasnât in the room, it felt like I was watching myself do stuff,â she said.
âMost of the season I had to take myself from being psychologically so profoundly sad to just being OK to race. But when youâre at this calibre, being OK to race isnât good enough, you need to be excellent.â
Asher-Smith worked with the team psychologist at the British holding camp to get her âbrain and body on the same pageâ ahead of the championships. âI know my grandma would want me to be performing absolutely amazingly,â said Asher-Smith. âI was always fuelled by the fact sheâd want me to be focused, to work as hard as I can. Sheâd want me to stand up there with my head held high.â
Shericka Jackson, centre, won the 200m final in 21.45s, the second fastest time ever recorded
While it might not have been the gold she won at the last World Champs, to be back on the medal rostrum â after the year she has had â felt just as good.
As for that winning time, second only to the dubious 21.34sec set by Florence Griffith-Joyner in 1988? âYeah itâs mad,â said Asher-Smith. âItâs crazy, itâs so fast. Itâs a target, something weâre pushing for and working towards. You know me, progress is never done.â
After bagging one medal, Asher-Smith is looking for more this summer. She will race the 100m and 4x100m relay at the upcoming Commonwealth Games in Birmingham, then target next monthâs Europeans in Munich.
âIâm always going to be a championship girl,â she said. âIâm excited to keep pushing on.â And she will do so with her grandmotherâs memory foremost in her mind. âMy whole family wouldnât be who we are without her, her hard work, sacrifices for us,â she said. âI know she is so happy right now.â